So I knew that when you were in college, your days were faster and your years even faster. But, no one told me about when you get married. I feel like time has flown and I sometimes wish I could stop time. Yesterday Mike and I made some delicious mini nachos from our left over chalupa ingredients. We also had some left over margs that we were able to enjoy. However, I have definitely been seeing God's testing of patience on me as sometimes I may over react. As I am setting up this lovely nacho/margs dinner on the dinner trays by the tv, I so happen to hit the margarita glass over and spill all over our couch! Now at this point I was eager to just sit down and relax, but instead I freaked out and got angry! Of course the wonderful husband that I have calms me down by not reacting out of anger , but gently says "babe, it's okay." Then he begins to start cleaning MY mess ! Talk about a servant husband.. geeze. It really caught my attention to how I am NOT ready to have any children at the time being. I openly told Mike that I felt that way and you know what his response was??? "I am sure this is just the Lord teaching you to become better in those situations so that you can learn and prepare for when we have children."
My response in my head was.. excuse me whaatttt... how did I get such a wise husband ?? Why am I such a lucky girl?? My response that was verbalized was... "Ya, maybe you're right."
All in all, I was able to in the end enjoy my nachos and cuddle on the couch with my hubby. It ended up being a wonderful night.
So today I started to think again while I was at work having a rough morning how time is just flying by. I started to stress out and sadly took it out on my husband. Why am I so anxious? Why is it that I am worried about things that should not be feared?? I will leave this post to this...
He says, “Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth.”
Psalms 46:10
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